In the parking lot now
I turn off the engine
And sit
Smoothing the skirt over my legs
I look down
Toenails a lovely coral shade
Setting off the subdued greens and browns
Of this skirt
Hand on the door now
I cannot open it
I stay in the car seat
Trembling…
I did not wear my mask
How strange…
I come here nearly every day
But always in my mask
I had hoped
Today
Things might change…
But drive home again
My mask and I go way back
It helps me feel like one of the boys
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 9:59 AM UTC
In the parking lot now
I turn off the engine
And sit
Smoothing the skirt over my legs
I look down
Toenails a lovely coral shade
Setting off the subdued greens and browns
Of this skirt
Hand on the door now
I cannot open it
I stay in the car seat
Trembling…
I did not wear my mask
How strange…
I come here nearly every day
But always in my mask
I had hoped
Today
Things might change…
But drive home again
My mask and I go way back
It helps me feel like one of the boys
Sometimes it's hard
