and it scares me because
the glow in her eyes and
melodious rhythm
in her words give me the impression
that she enjoys talking
about these things.
And it's not
one of those mindful zen
practicing acceptance
attitude of gratitude type of
scenes where she loves it out
of herself and heals all
the heavy scars she wears.
It's like she revels in her misery--
I just don't get it man!
Maybe I'm doing some
wacko projection thing
or that I'm reading too much
into it all. I mean,
I am a bookworm. But,
There's just something about
the way, the feeling or
the tone that vibrates through
my soul like a friggin' red light Spider Sense
that gives me the creepers.
She'd say that she's simply
stating facts and, while that
may be true,
I just can't help but hear
*some callous time ******* black-hole train crash rejoicing;*
like a perverted hymn
to misfortune and gloom.
I don't know man, maybe
those are just the tunes my mom enjoys playing.
Could be that's just not my
style, or how I approach
something like that.
I try not to judge, but
some **** is just doesn't sit
well with me, you know?
I can't help that.