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recently ive been feeling alone and not just the lonley where your lacking a person or a presence an alone where you cant feel anything and it feels like your stomach is droping from the top of a rollercoaster and it is because of you you, you, you, you, everyone and i hate it. i cannot change it i have no control and i like having control over my own emotions i cannot feel anything my brain is in a soft fuzzy blanket i cannot feel my stomach the acid burns it numb and my heart it has stopped dead in my throat my eyes have become blind by the boiling aogny flowing out my mouth the words gushing out cut it, emotions choking me i long to not be able to feel because numbness is forever agony
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Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 2:20 AM UTC
Numb is Aggonizing
recently ive been feeling alone and not just the lonley where your lacking a person or a presence an alone where you cant feel anything and it feels like your stomach is droping from the top of a rollercoaster and it is because of you you, you, you, you, everyone and i hate it. i cannot change it i have no control and i like having control over my own emotions i cannot feel anything my brain is in a soft fuzzy blanket i cannot feel my stomach the acid burns it numb and my heart it has stopped dead in my throat my eyes have become blind by the boiling aogny flowing out my mouth the words gushing out cut it, emotions choking me i long to not be able to feel because numbness is forever agony
spelling errors are intentional, all written in the spur of the moment
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18/Cisgender Female
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 2:20 AM UTC
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