Behind my eyes
There’s a fierce intensity
I breathe a false air
I separate true destiny
The past and the future
Hearing the call finally
Within a realm of shattered proportions
I ask the walls to lie
They wrote a different story for me
Withdrawal, I would comply
Should I live?
Yes, someone says… selfishly
You’d claim emotions
I have always lost me
I walk around
With an enormous planet
It sits on top me
I’m drinking all the oceans
And all the seas
No connections to draw on
No protection to feed on
Wet and *****
In a rainy mélange
I drink my spirit
I swallow my soul
Because it’s synthetic
It’s not my own.