I gots
my hair wrap on,
b'cuz
I
just finished
doing/sewing in
my own
weave.
Did my own nails
and feet
too.
I got too many
mouths to feed
Ain't got time to go
to a shop.
He's
staring at me
tonight.
I got on
my cut off sweats
and
my tank-top.
I watch him too
as
I walk to the kitchen....
I stop
&
focus on my task...
Bacon ,eggs, bread
and
homemade orange juice.
I look over again
and
I noticed the look
on his face,
as
I reach
for
2 eggs...
He stands up
&
walks over to me....
Looking at him
as
he approaches
sends shivers
down my spine,
I unwind- reminded
of this mornings event.
He wants to touch me
but
drops
his hand
and
the tears
that
start to role down
my face
leaves me feeling dazed.
Crazed!
I walk past him
and
smell
the pan burning.
Burning
away my
uncried
wales....
The pain
The hurt
The deeds been
done.
This morning
I felt new beginnings
while life swept away....
Unforgiving.
It's 8pm
time to go to bed,
sleep eludes me
as
I star blankly
up at this movie,
I allow.......
Him
to cook and finish
what
I started.
He's watching me again.
I want to pretend that
I don't notice
but
my voice
get choked
as
I tell him
I did what
to
me is unforgiven.
He
tells me I'm sorry,
it's for the best.
I cry out
No
it's just best for YOU!
....
O'PLEASE
forgive me
if I don't believe you.
I throw my wedding ring
at him
saying
I no longer want it!!!
NO......Not
after this morning.
I feel my *******
getting wet,
It's not what you think..
&
I know its time
to
change
my **** pad,
He
looks at me as
I run to the
bathroom.........
I'm sitting
here
on a toilet
as
he's
repeating
his plea
to forget
&
forgive.
It's now
8:48 pm
I wash up
&
come out....
I tell him
I loved you
But.......
To
abort
his seed,
my eggs
"I"
can
never
be..........
Forgiven!
Always Me Ayeshah
Copyright © Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present YEAR(s)
All right reserved
Apr 21, 2011
Apr 21, 2011 at 1:09 AM UTC
I gots
my hair wrap on,
b'cuz
I
just finished
doing/sewing in
my own
weave.
Did my own nails
and feet
too.
I got too many
mouths to feed
Ain't got time to go
to a shop.
He's
staring at me
tonight.
I got on
my cut off sweats
and
my tank-top.
I watch him too
as
I walk to the kitchen....
I stop
&
focus on my task...
Bacon ,eggs, bread
and
homemade orange juice.
I look over again
and
I noticed the look
on his face,
as
I reach
for
2 eggs...
He stands up
&
walks over to me....
Looking at him
as
he approaches
sends shivers
down my spine,
I unwind- reminded
of this mornings event.
He wants to touch me
but
drops
his hand
and
the tears
that
start to role down
my face
leaves me feeling dazed.
Crazed!
I walk past him
and
smell
the pan burning.
Burning
away my
uncried
wales....
The pain
The hurt
The deeds been
done.
This morning
I felt new beginnings
while life swept away....
Unforgiving.
It's 8pm
time to go to bed,
sleep eludes me
as
I star blankly
up at this movie,
I allow.......
Him
to cook and finish
what
I started.
He's watching me again.
I want to pretend that
I don't notice
but
my voice
get choked
as
I tell him
I did what
to
me is unforgiven.
He
tells me I'm sorry,
it's for the best.
I cry out
No
it's just best for YOU!
....
O'PLEASE
forgive me
if I don't believe you.
I throw my wedding ring
at him
saying
I no longer want it!!!
NO......Not
after this morning.
I feel my *******
getting wet,
It's not what you think..
&
I know its time
to
change
my **** pad,
He
looks at me as
I run to the
bathroom.........
I'm sitting
here
on a toilet
as
he's
repeating
his plea
to forget
&
forgive.
It's now
8:48 pm
I wash up
&
come out....
I tell him
I loved you
But.......
To
abort
his seed,
my eggs
"I"
can
never
be..........
Forgiven!
Always Me Ayeshah
Copyright © Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present YEAR(s)
All right reserved
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