I didn’t think that
you would leave that early.
I thought that you would
see me becoming
a person,
but no,
you left
when I didn’t expect it.
And to be honest,
I thought
you would live forever,
but I was wrong,
extremely wrong,
because I thought we
still had time.
But time isn’t fair,
because I wanted to
say so many things,
but now it is too late
to bring back that smile
on my face.
Because you showed me
kindness, love, and life
in your own ways.
You had known that
life isn’t easy.
You had one of the hardest lives,
and still,
you were there.
I wish I could save you
and make your heart beat again,
but I know you would continue to suffer.
But I want you back,
or just to know that you are okay.
I want you back
more than you think,
more than my selfishness
can be.
But I don’t deserve to have you,
and you are not coming back
to me.
And all of this feels like an endless
cycle of thoughts,
because I am scared
of not being able
to save everyone.
Because you had so much to see,
but you are not coming back.
May 11
May 11, 2026 at 1:05 PM UTC
I didn’t think that
you would leave that early.
I thought that you would
see me becoming
a person,
but no,
you left
when I didn’t expect it.
And to be honest,
I thought
you would live forever,
but I was wrong,
extremely wrong,
because I thought we
still had time.
But time isn’t fair,
because I wanted to
say so many things,
but now it is too late
to bring back that smile
on my face.
Because you showed me
kindness, love, and life
in your own ways.
You had known that
life isn’t easy.
You had one of the hardest lives,
and still,
you were there.
I wish I could save you
and make your heart beat again,
but I know you would continue to suffer.
But I want you back,
or just to know that you are okay.
I want you back
more than you think,
more than my selfishness
can be.
But I don’t deserve to have you,
and you are not coming back
to me.
And all of this feels like an endless
cycle of thoughts,
because I am scared
of not being able
to save everyone.
Because you had so much to see,
but you are not coming back.
