Glasses that tinted blue under the sun
cold, white teeth that dazzled
a smile that fizzed
it whizzed in my stomach.
Tingling, fidgeting hands
a correction of plans that I made when you asked if I was free
for you, I'd always be.
The dark hair that snaked across your head
it drew my breath
and with it left,
the rest of my youth and that is the truth.
Brown eyes, hidden by wireless frames
the sparkle that you once brought
has many times given me the thought:
of how I wish I could paint your face and
hold your hand against my chest
to do my best to never let go, for then how could I ever know?
A smile that shattered the sky, you spoke of many things
but never once did you utter a "goodbye"
so imagine my surprise when you died and left behind
that wisecracking smile, etched into my skin.
What you did was a sin and now the sky is so dim
a dull lull loses control of it's full power to consume
**** you ruined my plans of a happy beginning
and now it's all about my never beginning ending.
I am spending my days fending for those memories
that fold in the corners of my mind
it takes so long for me to find
your voice that once saved me from my own demise
You were so wise, so sly with your ulterior motives
to take away your own life
and now it's my life to figure out why?
Why, did you have to die?
May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 4:47 AM UTC
Glasses that tinted blue under the sun
cold, white teeth that dazzled
a smile that fizzed
it whizzed in my stomach.
Tingling, fidgeting hands
a correction of plans that I made when you asked if I was free
for you, I'd always be.
The dark hair that snaked across your head
it drew my breath
and with it left,
the rest of my youth and that is the truth.
Brown eyes, hidden by wireless frames
the sparkle that you once brought
has many times given me the thought:
of how I wish I could paint your face and
hold your hand against my chest
to do my best to never let go, for then how could I ever know?
A smile that shattered the sky, you spoke of many things
but never once did you utter a "goodbye"
so imagine my surprise when you died and left behind
that wisecracking smile, etched into my skin.
What you did was a sin and now the sky is so dim
a dull lull loses control of it's full power to consume
**** you ruined my plans of a happy beginning
and now it's all about my never beginning ending.
I am spending my days fending for those memories
that fold in the corners of my mind
it takes so long for me to find
your voice that once saved me from my own demise
You were so wise, so sly with your ulterior motives
to take away your own life
and now it's my life to figure out why?
Why, did you have to die?