Dear daddy,
Why have you abanden me once again
Why have you walked out on me time after time
You have lied to me and said youd try
You want me to try and do right
But why when you dont do right or try
Why dont you wanna be in my life
Why do you hate me
Is it something ive done or is it because im a girl
I know that you wished time after time that you had a son
All i ever want to do is pleasure you and thats why i hate setting myself up in situations i know ill fail in
I hate when your angry with me
I feel like you dont care about anything
About me
I feel like you dont love me
I asked my mom if its okay if i dont love you and she said you cant help but to love him but you dont have to like him
But i realized that i dont know you so how could i love or hate you
But i used to want to get to know you but now i just dont know anymore
So instead of hating you or loving you so for now ill just pray for you
Ill pray that you get delievered from drugs, and that God helps you make a better way and that me and you will one day have a relationship and that we can do daddy-daughter things