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it's been awhile since i wrote anything for anyone even for myself. the day before yesterday i decided that i can no longer live alongside this cold river of silence i crossed it. fingers crossed legs trembling head's spinning hands shaking right into your cold embrace. and i realized that the sun will never shine on me again ever. half of my heart whispers agreeing with your very words that i deserve everything this chill down my spine this pain all over my body and this heaviness upon my crooked heart. i replayed your words in my palace letter by letter. each second passes by and not a single one pass by without reminding me that i might never get across this river. x yesterday i woke up as if nothing had happened like the day before yesterday i never drowned and got lost in the currents x today i am pretty **** sure the river got me good the stones below my feet laughed at my tears these water running chuckled at my regret these trees turned away hoping that this man would drown faster it was made sure by nature and by Fate herself no sunrise nor drought can get me through this time.
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Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 3:22 PM UTC
the day before yesterday
it's been awhile since i wrote anything for anyone even for myself. the day before yesterday i decided that i can no longer live alongside this cold river of silence i crossed it. fingers crossed legs trembling head's spinning hands shaking right into your cold embrace. and i realized that the sun will never shine on me again ever. half of my heart whispers agreeing with your very words that i deserve everything this chill down my spine this pain all over my body and this heaviness upon my crooked heart. i replayed your words in my palace letter by letter. each second passes by and not a single one pass by without reminding me that i might never get across this river. x yesterday i woke up as if nothing had happened like the day before yesterday i never drowned and got lost in the currents x today i am pretty **** sure the river got me good the stones below my feet laughed at my tears these water running chuckled at my regret these trees turned away hoping that this man would drown faster it was made sure by nature and by Fate herself no sunrise nor drought can get me through this time.
i don't know. i just hope things get better soon. or at least that's what i tell myself to avoid the pain.
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Jul 28, 2020
Jul 28, 2020 at 3:22 PM UTC
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