To the outside world,
it's only getting up in the morning once the alarm roars to life;
But to me,
it's a battle within on whether it's still worth getting up today.
To the outside world,
it's only reading mundane words on the screen and respond to some;
But to me,
it's trying to stop my fingers and arms from trembling as I scroll through words I can't process.
To the outside world,
it's simply going through the goals of the day.
But to me,
it's desperately holding myself to prevent or at least fight through another breakdown.
Jan 4, 2021
Jan 4, 2021 at 3:51 AM UTC
To the outside world,
it's only getting up in the morning once the alarm roars to life;
But to me,
it's a battle within on whether it's still worth getting up today.
To the outside world,
it's only reading mundane words on the screen and respond to some;
But to me,
it's trying to stop my fingers and arms from trembling as I scroll through words I can't process.
To the outside world,
it's simply going through the goals of the day.
But to me,
it's desperately holding myself to prevent or at least fight through another breakdown.