My nerves feel like
they are going to bunch up
and crawl out
of my body
Panic settles in
doesn’t come out
thankfully
The possibility of papercuts
fills my head
then my brain starts rushing thoughts of
them all over my body on overload
It feels like there are ten million
needles piercing my skin
Feels like the world is going to end
for one second
and I keep holding on
because I have to
I don’t want to
I don’t want to
But I have to
It is necessary for life
how can you live without it
So I keep grabbing on
and holding on
no matter the torture I feel
because I have to
I tell myself
I have to
Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 6:41 PM UTC
My nerves feel like
they are going to bunch up
and crawl out
of my body
Panic settles in
doesn’t come out
thankfully
The possibility of papercuts
fills my head
then my brain starts rushing thoughts of
them all over my body on overload
It feels like there are ten million
needles piercing my skin
Feels like the world is going to end
for one second
and I keep holding on
because I have to
I don’t want to
I don’t want to
But I have to
It is necessary for life
how can you live without it
So I keep grabbing on
and holding on
no matter the torture I feel
because I have to
I tell myself
I have to