september 14, 2009
10:13 pm
why is the garage door shut? i cant get in
your phone must be dead my messages wont go through
september 14, 2009
10:15 pm
i can hear the car running in the garage oh god oh god i called an ambulance butm my fingers arree shakingi you have to be okay dont
september 15, 2009
11:27 am
i opened the garage and you were sitting there with a tube running into the drivers seat and why did you ******* do this you cant you wouldnt you shouldnt this isnt real none of this is real
september 17, 2009
3:04 am
babe, i miss you
i miss you so much i cant take it
september 17, 2009
3:07 am
they havent shut down everything yet its only been three days
how has it only been three days
september 19, 2009
11:17 pm
your funeral was today (i didn’t cry)
september 29, 2009
12:23 pm
did it hurt? i need to know if i should join you but i dont want it to hurt because im scared, im too scared
im scared of the fact that ill never see you smile again
i love you. did i tell you that enough? i dont think i did
october 17, 2009
1:39 am
YOU SELFISH ******* ******* ITS BEEN A MONTH AND IM STILL HERE AND YOU STILL ARENT HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?
I FOUND YOU, YOU ******* PIECE OF **** SITTING IN THE CAR IN THE GARAGE WITH THE ENGINE RUNNING. DID YOU WANT ME TO SEE YOU LIKE THAT BECUASE ILL NEVER FORGET IT ,,,,,
mayvbe ive benee drinnking a litlter morre than mnusula but yoi shouldve let me comem with hoyu becaussee youre my hnhome and evertyone think sims insanen i just miss you msoo much comee hooome to mew
october 31, 2009
7:01 pm
its halloween and im going alone this year
why do i have to go alone
november 24, 2009
2:24 am
i had a dream that you were making me dinner and you gave me a spoonful of something tomato-y and we were laughing and dancing in the kitchen and you kissed me but your lips dissolved into paper and your skin slid off into a puddle on the floors and the walls collapsed around me but i could still hear your voice telling me everything was okay
when i woke up my lips tasted like tears and i couldnt breathe
december 2, 2009
3:36 am
you cant be dead on my birthday
last year we had a picnic in the park and drank macchiatos and you told me a story about the magician you had at your birthday party when you were seven and barely tall enough to see over the table he was doing tricks on
you cant be dead on my birthday you cant
december 24, 2009
10:17 pm
christmas eve was ****** without you
i hope its better wherever you are
december 25, 2009
9:03 pm
christmas day was also ****** without you
how do i get rid of this ******* headache
january 3, 2010
4:19 am
how do i do anything when everything we did together is laced with arsenic?
**** you for taking away my favorite places
**** you for taking away my favorite bands
**** you for taking away everything
january 10, 2010
8:56 am
your pillow doesnt smell like you anymore
january 17, 2010
5:49 pm
this is so pathetic im still sending you messages its been months
my eyes should be dry by now
january 22, 2010
7:08 am
did you know that your mom called me crying yesterday because she found your old baseball trophy in the attic and we cried over the phone together and its the closest ive felt to you in ages and ages but it slipped away through my fingers faster than quicksand
january 25, 2010
3:45 pm
i almost took a whole bottle of pills and slit my wrists last night but you were standing above me whispering to me and i couldnt do that to you even though you did it to me first
february 4, 2010
1:01 am
was this my fault? did i do this to you? i warned you that i was broken but you pieced me back together with strands of moonlight and i wish i wouldve seen how bad you were hurting before you stepped off the edge
february 6, 2010
6:36 pm
i hate you
february 7, 2010
4:49 am
i could never hate you
you know that
my head is pounding
february 27, 2010
12:32 am
happy anniversary sweetheart
*message failed to send
recipient account terminated*
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september 14, 2009
10:13 pm
why is the garage door shut? i cant get in
your phone must be dead my messages wont go through
september 14, 2009
10:15 pm
i can hear the car running in the garage oh god oh god i called an ambulance butm my fingers arree shakingi you have to be okay dont
september 15, 2009
11:27 am
i opened the garage and you were sitting there with a tube running into the drivers seat and why did you ******* do this you cant you wouldnt you shouldnt this isnt real none of this is real
september 17, 2009
3:04 am
babe, i miss you
i miss you so much i cant take it
september 17, 2009
3:07 am
they havent shut down everything yet its only been three days
how has it only been three days
september 19, 2009
11:17 pm
your funeral was today (i didn’t cry)
september 29, 2009
12:23 pm
did it hurt? i need to know if i should join you but i dont want it to hurt because im scared, im too scared
im scared of the fact that ill never see you smile again
i love you. did i tell you that enough? i dont think i did
october 17, 2009
1:39 am
YOU SELFISH ******* ******* ITS BEEN A MONTH AND IM STILL HERE AND YOU STILL ARENT HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?
I FOUND YOU, YOU ******* PIECE OF **** SITTING IN THE CAR IN THE GARAGE WITH THE ENGINE RUNNING. DID YOU WANT ME TO SEE YOU LIKE THAT BECUASE ILL NEVER FORGET IT ,,,,,
mayvbe ive benee drinnking a litlter morre than mnusula but yoi shouldve let me comem with hoyu becaussee youre my hnhome and evertyone think sims insanen i just miss you msoo much comee hooome to mew
october 31, 2009
7:01 pm
its halloween and im going alone this year
why do i have to go alone
november 24, 2009
2:24 am
i had a dream that you were making me dinner and you gave me a spoonful of something tomato-y and we were laughing and dancing in the kitchen and you kissed me but your lips dissolved into paper and your skin slid off into a puddle on the floors and the walls collapsed around me but i could still hear your voice telling me everything was okay
when i woke up my lips tasted like tears and i couldnt breathe
december 2, 2009
3:36 am
you cant be dead on my birthday
last year we had a picnic in the park and drank macchiatos and you told me a story about the magician you had at your birthday party when you were seven and barely tall enough to see over the table he was doing tricks on
you cant be dead on my birthday you cant
december 24, 2009
10:17 pm
christmas eve was ****** without you
i hope its better wherever you are
december 25, 2009
9:03 pm
christmas day was also ****** without you
how do i get rid of this ******* headache
january 3, 2010
4:19 am
how do i do anything when everything we did together is laced with arsenic?
**** you for taking away my favorite places
**** you for taking away my favorite bands
**** you for taking away everything
january 10, 2010
8:56 am
your pillow doesnt smell like you anymore
january 17, 2010
5:49 pm
this is so pathetic im still sending you messages its been months
my eyes should be dry by now
january 22, 2010
7:08 am
did you know that your mom called me crying yesterday because she found your old baseball trophy in the attic and we cried over the phone together and its the closest ive felt to you in ages and ages but it slipped away through my fingers faster than quicksand
january 25, 2010
3:45 pm
i almost took a whole bottle of pills and slit my wrists last night but you were standing above me whispering to me and i couldnt do that to you even though you did it to me first
february 4, 2010
1:01 am
was this my fault? did i do this to you? i warned you that i was broken but you pieced me back together with strands of moonlight and i wish i wouldve seen how bad you were hurting before you stepped off the edge
february 6, 2010
6:36 pm
i hate you
february 7, 2010
4:49 am
i could never hate you
you know that
my head is pounding
february 27, 2010
12:32 am
happy anniversary sweetheart
*message failed to send
recipient account terminated*
