Maybe next time I'll do some reading.
I need a desk to sit at.
Less sugar.
a new job,
more time,
enough money,
a pet,
a reason,
a real vacation,
a better idea,
another chance,
another bottle of wine,
a bit of silence
and some time alone;
then,
maybe,
just maybe,
things will start to look a bit better.
Right now though,
the cloud is too dark to see through
and
what little silver lining I can see
is tarnished.