3/30/2018
Today is the day I step forward alone. Eternally single no longer at home. In your arms or on your chest. The comfort I felt will cease to exist.
I hope and pray the best for you. I see I wasn't made to be one of two. Eternally solo the way it should be. I was defying His plan when we became you and me.
Reality is I knew long ago. That this is how it all would go. I got my hopes up that I was wrong. When out of nowhere you came along.
No regrets for me. All regrets from you. I'm sorry we weren't meant to be. I haven't got a clue.
Never would I have wasted your time. Had I known I wasn't your kind. Once again chaos I caused. I'm sorry for my crazy mind.
Always the best intentions. Never the outcome planned. I clearly lack retention. My thoughts should be banned.
I am moving forward at a snails pace. Hoping I can heal. Every day is the slowest race. Praying forward just in case.
3/30/2018
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 3:04 AM UTC
3/30/2018
Today is the day I step forward alone. Eternally single no longer at home. In your arms or on your chest. The comfort I felt will cease to exist.
I hope and pray the best for you. I see I wasn't made to be one of two. Eternally solo the way it should be. I was defying His plan when we became you and me.
Reality is I knew long ago. That this is how it all would go. I got my hopes up that I was wrong. When out of nowhere you came along.
No regrets for me. All regrets from you. I'm sorry we weren't meant to be. I haven't got a clue.
Never would I have wasted your time. Had I known I wasn't your kind. Once again chaos I caused. I'm sorry for my crazy mind.
Always the best intentions. Never the outcome planned. I clearly lack retention. My thoughts should be banned.
I am moving forward at a snails pace. Hoping I can heal. Every day is the slowest race. Praying forward just in case.
3/30/2018
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