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I'm Having A Relapse My muscles shaking my bones jarring I'm stu- stu- stuttering, I'm Having A Relapse sleep walking while wide away, dazed in a dream like state, I need a fix I'm itching- scratching rubbing my hand and thighs You, You you oh why'd you do this to me Screaming & tryna climb walls I'm Having A Relapse No no nooo don't stop higher YESss Higher bring me closer closure I'm Having A Relapse I went to the doctor to get help He said He couldn't Wouldn't help me is what He means I run walk talk to myself Help me Please! Shaking, sweating,coughing with drive heaves I feel so funny I can smell taste & feel it coming I'm bursting with need Please PLEASE release this desire this fire which had consumed me, Lived in my core my very being, shut the blinds, turn off the lights, I wont eat can't sleep, Walking in a funk ,dazed and lonely Don't hold me!!!! Don't TOUCH !!! Just give in Help me , Just um, Please PLEASEEE, Just Oh Lawd please Just um Baby Just HELP MEEEEEE........... YESSSSS!!!!!!! **** ME!!!! Until I can't breath, I need YOU. you Oh You........ You know your the cause of me Having A Relapse! *** Addiction Can hinder you or for me lol make love making so painfully good!) Always me Ayeshah
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Mar 8, 2010
Mar 8, 2010 at 9:58 PM UTC
Relapse.............
I'm Having A Relapse My muscles shaking my bones jarring I'm stu- stu- stuttering, I'm Having A Relapse sleep walking while wide away, dazed in a dream like state, I need a fix I'm itching- scratching rubbing my hand and thighs You, You you oh why'd you do this to me Screaming & tryna climb walls I'm Having A Relapse No no nooo don't stop higher YESss Higher bring me closer closure I'm Having A Relapse I went to the doctor to get help He said He couldn't Wouldn't help me is what He means I run walk talk to myself Help me Please! Shaking, sweating,coughing with drive heaves I feel so funny I can smell taste & feel it coming I'm bursting with need Please PLEASE release this desire this fire which had consumed me, Lived in my core my very being, shut the blinds, turn off the lights, I wont eat can't sleep, Walking in a funk ,dazed and lonely Don't hold me!!!! Don't TOUCH !!! Just give in Help me , Just um, Please PLEASEEE, Just Oh Lawd please Just um Baby Just HELP MEEEEEE........... YESSSSS!!!!!!! **** ME!!!! Until I can't breath, I need YOU. you Oh You........ You know your the cause of me Having A Relapse! *** Addiction Can hinder you or for me lol make love making so painfully good!) Always me Ayeshah
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Mar 8, 2010
Mar 8, 2010 at 9:58 PM UTC
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