Humid air, sweating neck, as if after a visit to Bishkek.
Aching stomach and whizzing fridge, like a horse about to leap from a bridge.
Sleepy eyes, as if two flies were glued to the screen of a mobile device,
and that stubborn tension begging for extraterrestrial attention.
Pause.
Tea is ready — a remedy for the spring season cough.
After a few sips, my neck is even sweatier, and I spot a f*cking moth.
I'm so irritated, I'm so deeply annoyed.
Perhaps I'm even a bit paranoid.
All due to loneliness, due to thoughts in my head,
I can't stop thinking, and I can't go to bed.
My drugs aren't working, or they're weaker than thoughts.
Missed today's sports session — chance to untangle those mental knots.
F*ck all of this — I'm off to brush my gritty teeth.
Won't chase that moth, will let it live.
I'll jump into bed as if I'm Ahmed,
and tomorrow I'm going to fry garlic bread.
Mar 12
Mar 12, 2026 at 6:14 PM UTC
Humid air, sweating neck, as if after a visit to Bishkek.
Aching stomach and whizzing fridge, like a horse about to leap from a bridge.
Sleepy eyes, as if two flies were glued to the screen of a mobile device,
and that stubborn tension begging for extraterrestrial attention.
Pause.
Tea is ready — a remedy for the spring season cough.
After a few sips, my neck is even sweatier, and I spot a f*cking moth.
I'm so irritated, I'm so deeply annoyed.
Perhaps I'm even a bit paranoid.
All due to loneliness, due to thoughts in my head,
I can't stop thinking, and I can't go to bed.
My drugs aren't working, or they're weaker than thoughts.
Missed today's sports session — chance to untangle those mental knots.
F*ck all of this — I'm off to brush my gritty teeth.
Won't chase that moth, will let it live.
I'll jump into bed as if I'm Ahmed,
and tomorrow I'm going to fry garlic bread.
