When it finally hits me,
It’s no stunning realization.
Time,
People,
They both seem to ebb and flow around me.
Pushing, shoving, guiding, needing.
I’m in the current of life.
In this river of time and space,
I look for a life raft,
A float,
Anything to bring a spark back to my body,
To make me want to fight again.
But it is in the dead of the night,
In this current that continues to throw me around,
That I realize I am alone,
And no one is coming for me.
Jun 24, 2018
Jun 24, 2018 at 11:34 PM UTC
When it finally hits me,
It’s no stunning realization.
Time,
People,
They both seem to ebb and flow around me.
Pushing, shoving, guiding, needing.
I’m in the current of life.
In this river of time and space,
I look for a life raft,
A float,
Anything to bring a spark back to my body,
To make me want to fight again.
But it is in the dead of the night,
In this current that continues to throw me around,
That I realize I am alone,
And no one is coming for me.
Sitting alone in a hotel room
