I had forgotten how good the fantasy feels.
I dream soundly without him
when the memory of his hands
puts these tired lungs at ease.
I play with 'hope' on my tongue.
It's beginning to taste sweet.
I will hold him in my arms soon.
We will warm our bellies
with whiskey again,
and I won't walk home alone
this time.
We've grown up in the snow,
with winter in our veins,
something visceral and uniform.
He knows what to do with
these freezing hands of mine.
I ****** my lip
with bite marks
at the thought.
I am leather-bound and blank;
he has so many ways
to fill me up.
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 6:13 PM UTC
I had forgotten how good the fantasy feels.
I dream soundly without him
when the memory of his hands
puts these tired lungs at ease.
I play with 'hope' on my tongue.
It's beginning to taste sweet.
I will hold him in my arms soon.
We will warm our bellies
with whiskey again,
and I won't walk home alone
this time.
We've grown up in the snow,
with winter in our veins,
something visceral and uniform.
He knows what to do with
these freezing hands of mine.
I ****** my lip
with bite marks
at the thought.
I am leather-bound and blank;
he has so many ways
to fill me up.
