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my garden, tender and tended

The urgent care is the nursery

Where I choose my seeds with thought.

The doctor is the gardener

Who knows how to fix what I’ve wrought.

 

She sows the seeds inside my skin,

Yet not with a trowel or ***

She uses a needle and surgical thread,

With budding knots lined up in a row.

 

Then she leaves me with my tidy ground

And some knowledge on how I should care

For the lined up plot she’s left to me,

Whose potential I’m required to bear.

 

The deep rivet I slashed into my skin

Is where the seedlings take root.

The blood from my veins keeps them moist

As the new blossoms stand resolute.

 

But when the weather grows dark and dreary,

My sprouts need cover from the cold.

So I bundle them up with jeans and sweats

To protect them and let them take hold.

 

But despite the layers I pile atop,

The small spiny blooms poke through.

I run my fingers back and forth,

And marvel at how fast they grew.

 

Then after they’ve grown for fourteen days,

I return to the nursery at last.

The gardener plucks and prunes and picks

‘Til the wounds and the blooms come to pass.

 

So now the perennials have passed us by,

And the sprouts have been taken to bin.

The wound that watered my seedlings’ through,

Has left but a scar on my skin.

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Written by
fallingagain
23 / F
Published
Jan 23, 2022
Lines·Words
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Notes

This poem was inspired through the stitches I received on my thigh due to self harm. When I wore leggings or sweats, the knotted string would poke through the material, reminding me of a garden.

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