ME **** MIND
(in memory of my mother Ita)
“If you fall
off that wall
& break both
your legs
...don’t come
running to me! ”
Could never understand
my **** mind
& how it
worked.
One moment
she 'had half a mind
to come up there
&' get me off that wall.
Then she 'was in two minds
about' whether to tell me to stop.
“Go ahead...go ahead
& **** yourself
...see if I care! ”
“I’m warning you child
if you fall off that wall
& ****
yourself
I’ll personally
come up there
& **** ya myself
so I will! ”
I used to watch the words
climbing out of her mouth
& fly around the room
looking for a place to land
in my mind.
Never cared
whether she gave out.
I just loved
everything she said
the music of her
& how
she made the words
behave.
I came down
and kissed her
kissed her worry away.
'I'm sorry Mam'
I told her.
And she cried.
May 12, 2018
May 12, 2018 at 7:25 AM UTC
ME **** MIND
(in memory of my mother Ita)
“If you fall
off that wall
& break both
your legs
...don’t come
running to me! ”
Could never understand
my **** mind
& how it
worked.
One moment
she 'had half a mind
to come up there
&' get me off that wall.
Then she 'was in two minds
about' whether to tell me to stop.
“Go ahead...go ahead
& **** yourself
...see if I care! ”
“I’m warning you child
if you fall off that wall
& ****
yourself
I’ll personally
come up there
& **** ya myself
so I will! ”
I used to watch the words
climbing out of her mouth
& fly around the room
looking for a place to land
in my mind.
Never cared
whether she gave out.
I just loved
everything she said
the music of her
& how
she made the words
behave.
I came down
and kissed her
kissed her worry away.
'I'm sorry Mam'
I told her.
And she cried.
