am i allowed to be jealous of the people
who are my age and sometimes younger,
that have the things that i want in life
but weary that they will ever happen to me?
the babies, the love, the marriage, the house.
i don't even know if i want children
but the thought of being the only one without
terrifies me to no end.
i am 28 years old with a path
that i should have been on when i was 22.
i will be done school with a bachelor's when i am 30 years old.
i have dated upwards of 10 people in that time
with no prospects of a future with any.
this might be inspiring to some,
but to me,
this is downright laughable and brokenhearted.
Aug 19, 2021
Aug 19, 2021 at 6:54 PM UTC
am i allowed to be jealous of the people
who are my age and sometimes younger,
that have the things that i want in life
but weary that they will ever happen to me?
the babies, the love, the marriage, the house.
i don't even know if i want children
but the thought of being the only one without
terrifies me to no end.
i am 28 years old with a path
that i should have been on when i was 22.
i will be done school with a bachelor's when i am 30 years old.
i have dated upwards of 10 people in that time
with no prospects of a future with any.
this might be inspiring to some,
but to me,
this is downright laughable and brokenhearted.
