did you even register me?

myfathersdaughter Poems

our eyes met smiling bright "wait" you said funnier than I thought you noticed me, maybe you did before saw me earlier perhaps not only saw me but also realized me maybe even consumed me, going through a high all along since then the moment had passed still carrying me, now I was smiling at strangers thinking about you my head humming signature of your smile lips pressed against mine, soon settling down disappointed facing up lighting the room cold again, to freezing, maybe that was it forever never seeing me again never noticing me again never realizing me again, or maybe you never had, at least I have it in my head running like a movie the screen my cheeks turning red, starring bright missing headlights, turning white, all along I miss you yet nothing there to miss I was only a memory long forgotten inside your brain did you even register me?