I am from everlasting irrational fears about the most unrealistic situations.
i am from sleepless nights thinking about the unanswerable questions and feeling scared to dream.
i am from a good home, yet i still have problems,
i am from being made fun of because of my race, something that i had no control over
i am from jumbled thoughts that never seem to cease
i am from rainy days that are the only thing that seem to bring me joy
i am from feeling no hope about my future,
i am from ****** up feelings about what’s going on around me,and a longing heart to be accepted for who i am.
i am from people who were scared of me because i spoke of death and decay.
i am from believing there is no god in this universe.
I am from the country where people can **** me for my beliefs.
i am from wishing i was never born, So i would’ve never had to experience this hell called life.
i am from days where i feel completely lost in direction to thinking i know exactly what is in store for me.
i am from hating just about everything about myself and days where i just want to end it all.
i am from blaring music in my ears that when i take out my earbuds i can hear a distant ringing.
i am from trying to look for the best in every situation to giving up and always assuming the worst.
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 4:01 AM UTC
I am from everlasting irrational fears about the most unrealistic situations.
i am from sleepless nights thinking about the unanswerable questions and feeling scared to dream.
i am from a good home, yet i still have problems,
i am from being made fun of because of my race, something that i had no control over
i am from jumbled thoughts that never seem to cease
i am from rainy days that are the only thing that seem to bring me joy
i am from feeling no hope about my future,
i am from ****** up feelings about what’s going on around me,and a longing heart to be accepted for who i am.
i am from people who were scared of me because i spoke of death and decay.
i am from believing there is no god in this universe.
I am from the country where people can **** me for my beliefs.
i am from wishing i was never born, So i would’ve never had to experience this hell called life.
i am from days where i feel completely lost in direction to thinking i know exactly what is in store for me.
i am from hating just about everything about myself and days where i just want to end it all.
i am from blaring music in my ears that when i take out my earbuds i can hear a distant ringing.
i am from trying to look for the best in every situation to giving up and always assuming the worst.
