Silent tears escape my eyes.
Beneath my broken surface,
My shattered heart cries.
I've stayed so composed
And I"ve tried to stay so strong.
Everyone believes my act,
So I just played along.
The "happy" girl started to wither and die.
I lost the real me a long time ago,
But everyone wonders why.
I pray to God for my chance to repent.
There's only one way to release myself
From this crushing torment.
I break out into sobs,
Because no one will understand.
Review my past, examine my present,
I can't let this expand.
A tretcherous gunshot to my
Pain-staken head,
Leaves me facing down in a growing
Pool of my own scarlet red.
No more tears escape my lifeless eyes.
Look past my broken body,
My tortured soul finally dies.