I'm doing this backwards it seems.
This living, this life, this existence ...
If that really is, what it is,... A gift, or a punishment?
Similar to ************ self gratification, that first one,..
Never another, not even the immediate second,..
After the first of anything,
Has been,... Is done,... Gets finished,...
Is experienced for the very first time,...
The next and next and next, the second...
and on and on and on and on... are much much less intense.
More understood, less mysterious,... Less amazing,... more like practice.
This continues until you find your mind and self numb. And terribly unsold to the truth of the experience.
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 9:35 AM UTC
I'm doing this backwards it seems.
This living, this life, this existence ...
If that really is, what it is,... A gift, or a punishment?
Similar to ************ self gratification, that first one,..
Never another, not even the immediate second,..
After the first of anything,
Has been,... Is done,... Gets finished,...
Is experienced for the very first time,...
The next and next and next, the second...
and on and on and on and on... are much much less intense.
More understood, less mysterious,... Less amazing,... more like practice.
This continues until you find your mind and self numb. And terribly unsold to the truth of the experience.
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