was hurting me —
leaving me for good,
enough for you?
did the skin of my former past self
that you demanded me to remove too early
enough to use as a bandage
for that someone who hurt you before me?
were my tears enough
to wash away your so called “sins”
and redeem yourself
from your self inflicted misery?
i know i was never enough for you.
that was the first thing i realized
when i saw the change of color in your eyes:
from dilated pupils to stares that were dry.
how could you say so much when all i heard was your sigh.
was hurting myself —
when i know you’re existence was no good,
enough for me?
Mar 29, 2020
Mar 29, 2020 at 12:26 PM UTC
was hurting me —
leaving me for good,
enough for you?
did the skin of my former past self
that you demanded me to remove too early
enough to use as a bandage
for that someone who hurt you before me?
were my tears enough
to wash away your so called “sins”
and redeem yourself
from your self inflicted misery?
i know i was never enough for you.
that was the first thing i realized
when i saw the change of color in your eyes:
from dilated pupils to stares that were dry.
how could you say so much when all i heard was your sigh.
was hurting myself —
when i know you’re existence was no good,
enough for me?
