i haven't come out yet
and i don't know how else to say it
especially to
my mother, the nurse
my father, the electrician
my brother, the politician
my sister, the wise ***
i don't know how to say that
i have an affection for words
i have been hiding the paints under my bed
and staring at the guitars from
outside the window
unable to resist how hard
the urge is to touch
i am a closeted artist yet to come out
and admit that i've had an affair
with a few museums and paint brushes
that i have been memorizing poems
from before i could read
committing some verses to memory
as my mother recited them to me softly before bed
and as i stand here waiting in the closet
im sketching a small butterfly on the wall next to my coat
ill most likely wear to the off broadway show tonight.
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 3:05 AM UTC
i haven't come out yet
and i don't know how else to say it
especially to
my mother, the nurse
my father, the electrician
my brother, the politician
my sister, the wise ***
i don't know how to say that
i have an affection for words
i have been hiding the paints under my bed
and staring at the guitars from
outside the window
unable to resist how hard
the urge is to touch
i am a closeted artist yet to come out
and admit that i've had an affair
with a few museums and paint brushes
that i have been memorizing poems
from before i could read
committing some verses to memory
as my mother recited them to me softly before bed
and as i stand here waiting in the closet
im sketching a small butterfly on the wall next to my coat
ill most likely wear to the off broadway show tonight.
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