I am broken
But not hurting
I am sad
But not crying
I cry out and am silenced by the deafening wave of people who just tell me to man up
And stop complaining
Because even though I crave comfort
It never reaches me
For I crave death
That’s why I carry on lethargically just waiting for the days to pass me by until I am no longer to breathe
I am numb
I no longer feel the pain but I embrace the sensation of no longer having a heart
But instead
A bottomless pit full of emptiness that I recognize as the void
Just a discarded memory thrown away because I was not right for her but she was right for me
I scream out in pain but the only ones that hear my anguish are the demons hiding inside me
I’m dying Kas
And you’re what’s killing me
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 5:00 AM UTC
I am broken
But not hurting
I am sad
But not crying
I cry out and am silenced by the deafening wave of people who just tell me to man up
And stop complaining
Because even though I crave comfort
It never reaches me
For I crave death
That’s why I carry on lethargically just waiting for the days to pass me by until I am no longer to breathe
I am numb
I no longer feel the pain but I embrace the sensation of no longer having a heart
But instead
A bottomless pit full of emptiness that I recognize as the void
Just a discarded memory thrown away because I was not right for her but she was right for me
I scream out in pain but the only ones that hear my anguish are the demons hiding inside me
I’m dying Kas
And you’re what’s killing me