I wanna punch a hole in a hole
make the blackest black
crawl inside
and sleep
this
is not insomnia
this is lust
twisted into the most frustrating knot
and dawned with the ugliest bow
lying in bed
I swear I can hear the ceiling crack
it is mocking me
incessant cackling
*I wanna tear this ******* room apart*
crumple walls and bury them beneath buckling kness
I cannot stay still
it's like I've been touched
and left to dry
aroused
then left to die
this is no way to end
my bones are starving hyenas
the bed, a watering hole
there is a slumbering carcass next to me
its flies
buzz tidings of sheep-filled fields
~utopias of sleep~
but I
am surrounded by night
no stars no sheep no sleep
only silence
but not dark enough
this hole is not dark enough
someone punch a hole in me
I need to get some sleep
Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 1:22 PM UTC
I wanna punch a hole in a hole
make the blackest black
crawl inside
and sleep
this
is not insomnia
this is lust
twisted into the most frustrating knot
and dawned with the ugliest bow
lying in bed
I swear I can hear the ceiling crack
it is mocking me
incessant cackling
*I wanna tear this ******* room apart*
crumple walls and bury them beneath buckling kness
I cannot stay still
it's like I've been touched
and left to dry
aroused
then left to die
this is no way to end
my bones are starving hyenas
the bed, a watering hole
there is a slumbering carcass next to me
its flies
buzz tidings of sheep-filled fields
~utopias of sleep~
but I
am surrounded by night
no stars no sheep no sleep
only silence
but not dark enough
this hole is not dark enough
someone punch a hole in me
I need to get some sleep
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