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Wake up   Look in mirror                       fat Take off clothes Look in mirror                       why is my stomach so swollen looking??                       ******* hate this body*                       especially my stomach Weigh                         102.3                       finally Breakfast   Strawberries                       10 calories Coffee and cream                       34 calories..                       too many                       need energy, though                       fine. strawberries+coffee+cream= 44 calories Weigh                       102.6                       **** it* ***** Weigh                       102.4                       better Go for run                       burned 400 calories Hungry                       can't eat Look in mirror                       the way my fat sticks out is disgusting Weigh                       102.4 100 sit ups                       burned 50 calories 200 jumping jacks                       burned 70 calories Look in mirror                       why am I not thin yet                       don't fade out again Passes out Go to doctor Says too thin                       don't lie to me Dinner Peach                       36 calories Energy drink                       210 calories                       ugh                       need it desperately though strawberries+coffee+cream+peach+energy drink= 290 Weigh                       103.1                       hate myself Stare in mirror Stare in mirror Stare in mirror Examine body ***** Weigh                       102.1 200 sit ups                       burned 100 calories Get dumped by boyfriend                       it's probably because I'm fat Take shower Get out Look in mirror                       you are disgusting Go to bed                       I hate myself REALITY scary thin ate too little, exercised too much unrealistically saw herself died two years later of a self inflicted gunshot to the head and a starved soul note said: “I love you, but I hate myself and the fact I'll never be small enough for you”
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Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 11:09 PM UTC
Life with Body Dysmorphic Disorder
Wake up   Look in mirror                       fat Take off clothes Look in mirror                       why is my stomach so swollen looking??                       ******* hate this body*                       especially my stomach Weigh                         102.3                       finally Breakfast   Strawberries                       10 calories Coffee and cream                       34 calories..                       too many                       need energy, though                       fine. strawberries+coffee+cream= 44 calories Weigh                       102.6                       **** it* ***** Weigh                       102.4                       better Go for run                       burned 400 calories Hungry                       can't eat Look in mirror                       the way my fat sticks out is disgusting Weigh                       102.4 100 sit ups                       burned 50 calories 200 jumping jacks                       burned 70 calories Look in mirror                       why am I not thin yet                       don't fade out again Passes out Go to doctor Says too thin                       don't lie to me Dinner Peach                       36 calories Energy drink                       210 calories                       ugh                       need it desperately though strawberries+coffee+cream+peach+energy drink= 290 Weigh                       103.1                       hate myself Stare in mirror Stare in mirror Stare in mirror Examine body ***** Weigh                       102.1 200 sit ups                       burned 100 calories Get dumped by boyfriend                       it's probably because I'm fat Take shower Get out Look in mirror                       you are disgusting Go to bed                       I hate myself REALITY scary thin ate too little, exercised too much unrealistically saw herself died two years later of a self inflicted gunshot to the head and a starved soul note said: “I love you, but I hate myself and the fact I'll never be small enough for you”
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Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 11:09 PM UTC
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