i lost your direction
with my back against you i begged you
to unzip the sky
i was parched without shade
you looked like destiny
a mirage in a thirsty throat
i kissed the ground and broke my mouth
spit teeth that bled your name
but you came no closer
the pain was not divine
perception rose in red welts around my lips
mountains of flesh that held no beauty
i poured myself into this strange espousal of a world
cold cloudy glass
forever rounding walls
that held me in smeared thumbprints
on a hot day i am static
i dry slowly, paint
i am the ever madonna the lost woman
heroine heroine heroine
corrupt word that bursts like an aneurysm on the tongue
spreads like a warm solution
and we bred closer
fixing flesh on the bones of our connection
meet me when i come to you
don’t grow old with me
i can never change
the leash nerves held
keeping you that same size
until the sky seized with the threat
rain rain rain
and i was no prophet
just a woman you thought you could save
if your feet could make the steps
but i am not lost
i’m just waiting for you
you can find me under broken clouds
you can save me to soothe
your own self
Jan 29, 2014
Jan 29, 2014 at 9:32 AM UTC
i lost your direction
with my back against you i begged you
to unzip the sky
i was parched without shade
you looked like destiny
a mirage in a thirsty throat
i kissed the ground and broke my mouth
spit teeth that bled your name
but you came no closer
the pain was not divine
perception rose in red welts around my lips
mountains of flesh that held no beauty
i poured myself into this strange espousal of a world
cold cloudy glass
forever rounding walls
that held me in smeared thumbprints
on a hot day i am static
i dry slowly, paint
i am the ever madonna the lost woman
heroine heroine heroine
corrupt word that bursts like an aneurysm on the tongue
spreads like a warm solution
and we bred closer
fixing flesh on the bones of our connection
meet me when i come to you
don’t grow old with me
i can never change
the leash nerves held
keeping you that same size
until the sky seized with the threat
rain rain rain
and i was no prophet
just a woman you thought you could save
if your feet could make the steps
but i am not lost
i’m just waiting for you
you can find me under broken clouds
you can save me to soothe
your own self