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Fidelity vows were broken, Stolen moments kept disclosed thinking no one would get hurt, No one would ever know, calling out to her as you lay sleeping in my bed-Day dreaming of her in my home! Words said to a would be Mistress's. "I Love You more than You'll ever know" Whats left for me then huh? these scars this un-mended pain? how can this broken heart mend? You didn't or wasn't really willing to try to identify or understand me or this pain you caused inside. Your insecurity from you misdeed got you trying to turn it all around, Pointing fingers & blaming me when you know & knew I did nothing wrong. Check out your own history & your present behavior, You had me thinking I was insane. You & I been betrayed in the past But I believed you, When you said this we shared was different, you never hurt me like that way. I'm more than qualified to help you through anything Been all that you wanted,needed, But not this, not when you lied then tried to hide, Covered up like national security. I admit we had unresolved issues, nothing we couldn't have worked through, You could of been honest, confronted me. Talked & worked on us. You tried so hard to justify your lies, try to make excuse, Reasoning your deceit dictate & make it my fault... Chemistry between us was beyond anything I've had before, You let your greed destroy us. It's like you spiritual dumped hydrochloric acid on me, my love for you & my feelings. I never once controlled you, never tried to use or ever tired to manipulate you, As you emailed text talked & wrote, You insulted our relationship, my trust and love for you. Broke your vows, Your promises went astray. my love for you was almost equivalent of the love I had for my children, my daddy & grandparents. There wasn't nothing I wouldn't of done for you. It's to late to apologize, to late for forgiveness, I told you Begged you to come clean, over & over I said baby let's talk, YOU had your chances- You refused and now I refuse to ever be with you after all this. Never Ever Again! Always Me Ayeshah
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Feb 6, 2010
Feb 6, 2010 at 3:33 PM UTC
Never Ever Again!
Fidelity vows were broken, Stolen moments kept disclosed thinking no one would get hurt, No one would ever know, calling out to her as you lay sleeping in my bed-Day dreaming of her in my home! Words said to a would be Mistress's. "I Love You more than You'll ever know" Whats left for me then huh? these scars this un-mended pain? how can this broken heart mend? You didn't or wasn't really willing to try to identify or understand me or this pain you caused inside. Your insecurity from you misdeed got you trying to turn it all around, Pointing fingers & blaming me when you know & knew I did nothing wrong. Check out your own history & your present behavior, You had me thinking I was insane. You & I been betrayed in the past But I believed you, When you said this we shared was different, you never hurt me like that way. I'm more than qualified to help you through anything Been all that you wanted,needed, But not this, not when you lied then tried to hide, Covered up like national security. I admit we had unresolved issues, nothing we couldn't have worked through, You could of been honest, confronted me. Talked & worked on us. You tried so hard to justify your lies, try to make excuse, Reasoning your deceit dictate & make it my fault... Chemistry between us was beyond anything I've had before, You let your greed destroy us. It's like you spiritual dumped hydrochloric acid on me, my love for you & my feelings. I never once controlled you, never tried to use or ever tired to manipulate you, As you emailed text talked & wrote, You insulted our relationship, my trust and love for you. Broke your vows, Your promises went astray. my love for you was almost equivalent of the love I had for my children, my daddy & grandparents. There wasn't nothing I wouldn't of done for you. It's to late to apologize, to late for forgiveness, I told you Begged you to come clean, over & over I said baby let's talk, YOU had your chances- You refused and now I refuse to ever be with you after all this. Never Ever Again! Always Me Ayeshah
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Feb 6, 2010
Feb 6, 2010 at 3:33 PM UTC
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