We have both been trying hard
Results aren't what we'd hoped
Past creeping in to haunt us
Use substances to help cope
Believe we could get so much more
So close to the life we planned
Few inches from the finish line
Cannot escape the drug's command
Your detachment is what hurts
I treat you the same in return
So removed from love we share
Trust a reward that will never be earned
Something changed between us
Don't have the same look in your eye
Need as much as I did back then
You aren't even required to try
Invest equal portions of yourself
You mean each word you say
Promise is simple to start
Not easy to finish all the way
New problems arise out of thin air
Relationship steadily falling apart
Will you be able to understand?
Truly know the ins and outs of my heart?
Be the man aspired to be
Person who's honest and kind
Just around the corner
So challenging to find
We battle vices
Demons on our backs
Inside our heads
They stop us in our tracks
I know addiction is taking its toll
My body
Soul
And brain
Successfully worse than you and we both know it
Fact you don't have to explain
Most our fights are started by
Own stupid insecurity
Love me when I'm wrong
Can't seem to compromise or agree
Leave in pieces like you always do
Eventually you'll come around
But your presence lately feels more like a ghost
To your side I remain bound
I will be the first to take the step
Forward in the right direction
At night the fear races around my skull
Are lives past the point of correction?
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 4:46 AM UTC
We have both been trying hard
Results aren't what we'd hoped
Past creeping in to haunt us
Use substances to help cope
Believe we could get so much more
So close to the life we planned
Few inches from the finish line
Cannot escape the drug's command
Your detachment is what hurts
I treat you the same in return
So removed from love we share
Trust a reward that will never be earned
Something changed between us
Don't have the same look in your eye
Need as much as I did back then
You aren't even required to try
Invest equal portions of yourself
You mean each word you say
Promise is simple to start
Not easy to finish all the way
New problems arise out of thin air
Relationship steadily falling apart
Will you be able to understand?
Truly know the ins and outs of my heart?
Be the man aspired to be
Person who's honest and kind
Just around the corner
So challenging to find
We battle vices
Demons on our backs
Inside our heads
They stop us in our tracks
I know addiction is taking its toll
My body
Soul
And brain
Successfully worse than you and we both know it
Fact you don't have to explain
Most our fights are started by
Own stupid insecurity
Love me when I'm wrong
Can't seem to compromise or agree
Leave in pieces like you always do
Eventually you'll come around
But your presence lately feels more like a ghost
To your side I remain bound
I will be the first to take the step
Forward in the right direction
At night the fear races around my skull
Are lives past the point of correction?
Sometimes I am afraid we are too far gone to save
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