i have lost the will
to live for a week
or two
waiting in purgatory
for that sacred simple text
'hey‘ or something like that
deceiving myself best
i tell myself i will be okay
i tell god that i feel like im among
the dead, waiting to be resurrected,
why does he make me ***** still?
eyes forward to the future
even if it’s obscured by him
my eyes needing sutures
and his weight on my limbs
Mar 19
Mar 19, 2026 at 5:59 AM UTC
i have lost the will
to live for a week
or two
waiting in purgatory
for that sacred simple text
'hey‘ or something like that
deceiving myself best
i tell myself i will be okay
i tell god that i feel like im among
the dead, waiting to be resurrected,
why does he make me ***** still?
eyes forward to the future
even if it’s obscured by him
my eyes needing sutures
and his weight on my limbs
