you tell me
most people call you only
by your first name
it's just mary, you said
it's just mary
i'm not strong enough for another loss
i can't lose someone else i adore
but i adore you more
than anyone before
and i can't afford to subject myself
to that breed of hell again
but i'll carry you across the coals
and leave my sandals behind
i'm still in repair, my love
i know you know
and i know you care
but i'll peel off the bandages
and i'll show you the scars
and i'll give trust another chance
for you
for you
but no matter what happens
and no matter what we decide
i promise
i swear
i will still call you
by both names