A figment of bliss,
Rotting at the edges,
Sweet only in distance—
In my mindless mind.
A perfect prince—fresh,
Too perfect to breathe,
A love stitched together
From things that never happened,
In my mindless mind.
An endless yard,
Roots choking the soil,
Blooms that don’t wilt—
Because they were never alive,
In my mindless mind.
A gleaming fountain,
Water that never runs dry,
Stagnant beneath the shine,
Whispering lies
In my mindless mind.
A streak so clean,
An infinite loop,
No beginning—no end—
Just repetition pretending to be peace,
In my mindless mind.
Am I losing it,
Or finally seeing it?
This place I escape to—
Is it shelter,
Or a well with no bottom?
Do I need saving,
Or breaking—
To silence the echo
That sounds too much like me?
Because this isn’t longing.
It’s hunger.
Not for love—
But for something
That can prove
I still exist
Outside
Of my mindless mind
Mar 18
Mar 18, 2026 at 4:30 AM UTC
A figment of bliss,
Rotting at the edges,
Sweet only in distance—
In my mindless mind.
A perfect prince—fresh,
Too perfect to breathe,
A love stitched together
From things that never happened,
In my mindless mind.
An endless yard,
Roots choking the soil,
Blooms that don’t wilt—
Because they were never alive,
In my mindless mind.
A gleaming fountain,
Water that never runs dry,
Stagnant beneath the shine,
Whispering lies
In my mindless mind.
A streak so clean,
An infinite loop,
No beginning—no end—
Just repetition pretending to be peace,
In my mindless mind.
Am I losing it,
Or finally seeing it?
This place I escape to—
Is it shelter,
Or a well with no bottom?
Do I need saving,
Or breaking—
To silence the echo
That sounds too much like me?
Because this isn’t longing.
It’s hunger.
Not for love—
But for something
That can prove
I still exist
Outside
Of my mindless mind
Darker Version #MyMindlessMind#
