it was a kiss on the lips and a tinge of pink
rising on the cheeks
it was heated, warm, wet
never comfortable
yet so exciting and thrilling
it was risky and terrifying
but it was easy and cool
it was a few little blue words
on the screen of a monitor
little bee stings
to a boy who was far too allergic
it was easy to be
naive and stupid
and so
hopelessly endlessly wholly
holy
holy
wholly in love
it was so hard
trying and hurtful to pluck the stingers from my
skin
not my heart
never my heart
because im alive still alive
alive to this day
it's now a low tint
not quite enough to be a blush
not quite
**h
h
h
o
t
t
t**
enough to
make me stir and squirm and
want more more
please more
oh love,
to be so carefree and happy
to fall endlessly and heavily into your arms
it was so beautiful
and so ugly
and so
so so
...
i dont know
Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 12:23 AM UTC
it was a kiss on the lips and a tinge of pink
rising on the cheeks
it was heated, warm, wet
never comfortable
yet so exciting and thrilling
it was risky and terrifying
but it was easy and cool
it was a few little blue words
on the screen of a monitor
little bee stings
to a boy who was far too allergic
it was easy to be
naive and stupid
and so
hopelessly endlessly wholly
holy
holy
wholly in love
it was so hard
trying and hurtful to pluck the stingers from my
skin
not my heart
never my heart
because im alive still alive
alive to this day
it's now a low tint
not quite enough to be a blush
not quite
**h
h
h
o
t
t
t**
enough to
make me stir and squirm and
want more more
please more
oh love,
to be so carefree and happy
to fall endlessly and heavily into your arms
it was so beautiful
and so ugly
and so
so so
...
i dont know
i can't decide if i miss it
or if i never want to feel it again.