When did it change?

KB5 Poems

When did it change? When did the bond between us become different? It became different when the things we used to do shifted into a different relationship with someone else Not our relationship Someone else Who made me feel he was better than me Better than our relationship Better with you Better with our friendship Someone else who you can talk with And now The things we did You do it with someone else Someone else That you stayed up with to talk to Someone else To watch tv shows with you Someone else To do the things we did before Someone else who is allowed to give you hugs It’s different now because I feel I’m the second choice now When things become hard for y’all That’s when you want to pay attention to us I want to be done I want to be done with the feelings of unsureness of us I don’t want to keep coming to your side at your weakness point because of y’all had a bad time I can’t keep coming to your side I can’t keep giving you what he can’t Because I have given you from the start everything I could offer And now what am I for you? 01.08.2020