I had a bad day today
I had to do a math state test
I got in trouble from a presentation
And worst of all...
My best friend is ignoring me...
Because of me...
There were warnings
There were signs
I was just too blind
To see what caused the rose
To wither
It's my fault
I wasn't aware
On how I hurt you
On how I hurt all of you
I was too stupid to know
The consequences of my actions
Being abandoned
Being silenced
I made them feel uncomfortable
That is the worst feeling
Your best friend
Who talks with you 24/7
Who comforts you when you cry
Leaves you there
On the roadside curb
Of route 66
Everything dry and distant
I wrote a note to myself
On the gym whiteboard
So maybe my friend could see
What is wrong with me
I know you are hurting Adam
Well, it is your fault anyway
You can't undo it
But you can do something
That makes things better
It's like a 3rd degree burn
You can't regenerate your skin
But you can help it heal
Though it won't be the same
Don't make them feel guilty
You caused this mistake
It is not their fault
They are the victims not you
I get it you have PTSD from this
But they have more trauma than you
And you cry for them
Not you
Stop being selfish Adam
You should care for what you did
I get it you never knew how big
This situation would get
3 months later
They still stay away from you
But don't be so scared all the time
Because you still have people who care
She probably still cares for you
But let her get some space
She needs time from you
To process what is happening
And you have God by your side
He will protect you and be with you
Slowly things will get better Adam
Just have faith
To everyone I hurt
I am sorry for being so corrupted
And I knew what I did too
It hurt you
And I should have been better
At preventing that from happening
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 4:53 PM UTC
I had a bad day today
I had to do a math state test
I got in trouble from a presentation
And worst of all...
My best friend is ignoring me...
Because of me...
There were warnings
There were signs
I was just too blind
To see what caused the rose
To wither
It's my fault
I wasn't aware
On how I hurt you
On how I hurt all of you
I was too stupid to know
The consequences of my actions
Being abandoned
Being silenced
I made them feel uncomfortable
That is the worst feeling
Your best friend
Who talks with you 24/7
Who comforts you when you cry
Leaves you there
On the roadside curb
Of route 66
Everything dry and distant
I wrote a note to myself
On the gym whiteboard
So maybe my friend could see
What is wrong with me
I know you are hurting Adam
Well, it is your fault anyway
You can't undo it
But you can do something
That makes things better
It's like a 3rd degree burn
You can't regenerate your skin
But you can help it heal
Though it won't be the same
Don't make them feel guilty
You caused this mistake
It is not their fault
They are the victims not you
I get it you have PTSD from this
But they have more trauma than you
And you cry for them
Not you
Stop being selfish Adam
You should care for what you did
I get it you never knew how big
This situation would get
3 months later
They still stay away from you
But don't be so scared all the time
Because you still have people who care
She probably still cares for you
But let her get some space
She needs time from you
To process what is happening
And you have God by your side
He will protect you and be with you
Slowly things will get better Adam
Just have faith
To everyone I hurt
I am sorry for being so corrupted
And I knew what I did too
It hurt you
And I should have been better
At preventing that from happening
Please can we start over? I am sorry... Take a break from me if you want, I don't deserve you guys as friends anyway... I hurt you too much
There is not a worse feeling than losing people you have known for a while...
