my worst habit is my tendency
to binge
on absolutely everything.
“moderation”
you remind me, constantly.
to that I say,
my precious
as I consume
consume
consume
i don’t like my sober mind.
i feel too much like
my mother,
whose worries eat her alive.
inebriation gives me
the power
to not give a ****
something i lack when in sober thought.
****
it’s like anything and everything
causes a stress and worry
i just want to be away from it
for a little while.
that little awhile
being every day
at every chance i get.
Apr 11, 2019
Apr 11, 2019 at 10:52 PM UTC
my worst habit is my tendency
to binge
on absolutely everything.
“moderation”
you remind me, constantly.
to that I say,
my precious
as I consume
consume
consume
i don’t like my sober mind.
i feel too much like
my mother,
whose worries eat her alive.
inebriation gives me
the power
to not give a ****
something i lack when in sober thought.
****
it’s like anything and everything
causes a stress and worry
i just want to be away from it
for a little while.
that little awhile
being every day
at every chance i get.
do you think addiction is a mental illness? asking for a “friend”