Love?
There was no love.
There was only you,
leaving me with distorted visions,
and there was only me
who still lurked behind you
like a madwoman—
A lovesick madwoman.
You said I hold an invisible gun
against your skull to make you stay,
to make you feel sleepless at nights,
without me by your side.
But why?
Why do you need me when there's her?
The other side—
who lies next to you every night
while I cry, sink into my bedroom floor.
If I had to choose between killing you
or killing my love for you,
which would I blatantly choose?—
I thought for days, weeks, months.
And now, you're not here,
and there's no words left to say
as your blood trickles down my mouth.
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 3:37 AM UTC
Love?
There was no love.
There was only you,
leaving me with distorted visions,
and there was only me
who still lurked behind you
like a madwoman—
A lovesick madwoman.
You said I hold an invisible gun
against your skull to make you stay,
to make you feel sleepless at nights,
without me by your side.
But why?
Why do you need me when there's her?
The other side—
who lies next to you every night
while I cry, sink into my bedroom floor.
If I had to choose between killing you
or killing my love for you,
which would I blatantly choose?—
I thought for days, weeks, months.
And now, you're not here,
and there's no words left to say
as your blood trickles down my mouth.
