I am what they call aggressively in love
 my feelings punch me in the gut
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; and beat me till I am blue. 
I am what they call depressively&nbsp;&nbsp;in love
 it doesn’t make me happy to feel this much. What you call butterflies&nbsp;&nbsp;
&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I feel as knives. 
I’m anxious and I’m angry. 
 and I don’t want these feelings.

caela-bayfield

Dies by butterflies

Jun 6, 2026

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i think we may have grown up in the same household..  "It doesnt make me happy to feel this much" , quite relatable