As I sat and stare
the events unfold
with a glare so cold
as it's meaningless
to give reasons as to why
this suffering is so sudden
with the way you look at my eyes
and with a glimpse
you turned your back
away from me
I start to count
each point is obvious
every minute worth seeing
every moments I recall
all the details I remember
Brave,the way you hold his hands
Cunning, the way he kissed your cheeks
Afraid, the way when our eyes met
and I assumed that it was too late
to smile back because I know
that you'd be gone
in a moment I turn
and it felt so wrong to feel this way
coz' I'm so right that I will lose
in this game in which
we never played all along
and the guilt it brought
just to think that it would be best
not to try and cross that line
just because it feel so cool
in a way we can't explain
and regret the days I spent
just to see the scene
I'am witnessing now
So, goodbye
a line that I will say
in a manner that I won't need
to say a word
as I close my eyes
as you go away, go away
leaving a lingering thought
in my head, so painful yet so calm
calm, like your heartbeat
as you kissed him goodnight
because you meant it..
I'm sure that you meant it..