I am the kind heart,
the one who hurts if anyone else is in pain.
The one who hardly gets anything in return,
for the entirety of her heart and soul she gave.
The one who, people seem to pass over.
Yet is always there for everyone else.
The one who has chosen to just let it all go.
Who lost her reason to fight.
Who lost her reason to live.
Lost everything inside of her heart.\
And her mind goes to quickly that it stalls
and the pain floods through her body.
its paralyzing and unforgiving.
Its too ****** much to even begin to think about
when you dont wanna go forward.
when you want to close your eyes and never wake up again
when you're not you
When your worst nightmares come true
Then, even worse when the nightmares of your children are a reality
when the only reason you ever kept going
is gone
what is there to live for
what is there to believe in
it's all gone.
andrew hung himself in his closet
brenton 3 am, may 24
the ****** train killed my best friend.
dad tried to light a smoke
he burned his face bad
mom called me to help
i called 911
dad died.
friends left.
husband cheated.
lost your job on stress leave.
took him back.
got beat up
he cheated again
you lost another home
your sister calls the cops.... lies about you
they want jail time.
your mother hates you
your family doesn't give a flying ****
not even a distant cousin
your a useless joke
cause you just cared
you dont have much at all
and you seem to **** that up pretty good too
you left him to be happy?
we took your children
gave them to mom that hates you
who lets them near the sister who is ruining you
and ignores you.
we took your reason to live
so please just go die in a hole somewhere
and never harass the liars
what do you have
what does it matter
i am nothing
i am no one
i lost my everything
cause he was too angry
the one time i quit being able to forgive
Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 4:11 PM UTC
I am the kind heart,
the one who hurts if anyone else is in pain.
The one who hardly gets anything in return,
for the entirety of her heart and soul she gave.
The one who, people seem to pass over.
Yet is always there for everyone else.
The one who has chosen to just let it all go.
Who lost her reason to fight.
Who lost her reason to live.
Lost everything inside of her heart.\
And her mind goes to quickly that it stalls
and the pain floods through her body.
its paralyzing and unforgiving.
Its too ****** much to even begin to think about
when you dont wanna go forward.
when you want to close your eyes and never wake up again
when you're not you
When your worst nightmares come true
Then, even worse when the nightmares of your children are a reality
when the only reason you ever kept going
is gone
what is there to live for
what is there to believe in
it's all gone.
andrew hung himself in his closet
brenton 3 am, may 24
the ****** train killed my best friend.
dad tried to light a smoke
he burned his face bad
mom called me to help
i called 911
dad died.
friends left.
husband cheated.
lost your job on stress leave.
took him back.
got beat up
he cheated again
you lost another home
your sister calls the cops.... lies about you
they want jail time.
your mother hates you
your family doesn't give a flying ****
not even a distant cousin
your a useless joke
cause you just cared
you dont have much at all
and you seem to **** that up pretty good too
you left him to be happy?
we took your children
gave them to mom that hates you
who lets them near the sister who is ruining you
and ignores you.
we took your reason to live
so please just go die in a hole somewhere
and never harass the liars
what do you have
what does it matter
i am nothing
i am no one
i lost my everything
cause he was too angry
the one time i quit being able to forgive
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