I’ll have to cancel the phone call scheduled for july 2045,
and this should be my last drink,
last breath,
last thought,
last heart beat,
last ironic smile,
last step,
last sight of colors somewhere distant,
before my next life,
as the shadows set in,
the beast awakens,
and takes over,
so I will get up tomorrow,
and Earth still spinning,
I will get up,
and find darkness winning,
lol, I should not drink anymore
but it numbs the pain,
for now, until the sunrise,
and then the terrifying day comes,
one after another,
without a hope,
....
so im signing off
I love you.
Nov 21, 2020
Nov 21, 2020 at 4:21 AM UTC
I’ll have to cancel the phone call scheduled for july 2045,
and this should be my last drink,
last breath,
last thought,
last heart beat,
last ironic smile,
last step,
last sight of colors somewhere distant,
before my next life,
as the shadows set in,
the beast awakens,
and takes over,
so I will get up tomorrow,
and Earth still spinning,
I will get up,
and find darkness winning,
lol, I should not drink anymore
but it numbs the pain,
for now, until the sunrise,
and then the terrifying day comes,
one after another,
without a hope,
....
so im signing off
I love you.
