everything echoes mother.
the paranoia.
the ****** abuse
the tears
the screaming
the threats
the self-hatred
the abandonment.
do i understand her more now that i am her?
the only thing i understand is that i
like her
am weak
her actions no more justifiable than before
but her state of mind
the frantic chase of terrified, irrational thoughts littering her brain
i now understand
and feel
the
fear
Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 1:19 PM UTC
everything echoes mother.
the paranoia.
the ****** abuse
the tears
the screaming
the threats
the self-hatred
the abandonment.
do i understand her more now that i am her?
the only thing i understand is that i
like her
am weak
her actions no more justifiable than before
but her state of mind
the frantic chase of terrified, irrational thoughts littering her brain
i now understand
and feel
the
fear