I don’t want to stop existing.
I want a smaller, quieter world
where cruelty’s predictability
is less exhausting
than the cruelty itself.
A world with clear lines,
where actions have weight,
where courage blooms,
and evil is named
without debate.
I see the chaos.
I see the unfairness.
I see the noise.
I accept it.
I do not like it.
But I carry my wishes.
Because I am human.
Because some parts of me
refuse to be erased.
I imagine a life
simple, grounded, meaningful
not to escape,
but to touch
what feels sacred, shaped.
I carry longing.
I do not expect it to be fulfilled.
I will not confuse desire
with entitlement.
I do not demand
that reality bend.
I do not cut away
the parts that hurts.
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 7:50 AM UTC
I don’t want to stop existing.
I want a smaller, quieter world
where cruelty’s predictability
is less exhausting
than the cruelty itself.
A world with clear lines,
where actions have weight,
where courage blooms,
and evil is named
without debate.
I see the chaos.
I see the unfairness.
I see the noise.
I accept it.
I do not like it.
But I carry my wishes.
Because I am human.
Because some parts of me
refuse to be erased.
I imagine a life
simple, grounded, meaningful
not to escape,
but to touch
what feels sacred, shaped.
I carry longing.
I do not expect it to be fulfilled.
I will not confuse desire
with entitlement.
I do not demand
that reality bend.
I do not cut away
the parts that hurts.
