my body is a crime scene with your fingerprints on everything
bruised knuckles
from punching the wall too many times
that your gentle lips kissed and then said the ugly tiling deserved it
****** nails
from scratching carefully hidden places
that you bandaged with cartoon characters and a lollipop because i was brave for surviving so much pain
blistered feet
from years of running away from self-hatred
that finally healed when you gathered me in your arms and swore to carry me
torn vocal chords
from swallowing words no one was ever interested in
that you trained to whisper and sing and yell, laughing when i lost all sense of volume control
a cracked heart
fragilely held together with caution tape
that you unraveled and stitched up
the violence i have survived is a messy house to clean
but the truth is i was both victim and culprit
while you were just the rescue team
Oct 6, 2017
Oct 6, 2017 at 7:56 PM UTC
my body is a crime scene with your fingerprints on everything
bruised knuckles
from punching the wall too many times
that your gentle lips kissed and then said the ugly tiling deserved it
****** nails
from scratching carefully hidden places
that you bandaged with cartoon characters and a lollipop because i was brave for surviving so much pain
blistered feet
from years of running away from self-hatred
that finally healed when you gathered me in your arms and swore to carry me
torn vocal chords
from swallowing words no one was ever interested in
that you trained to whisper and sing and yell, laughing when i lost all sense of volume control
a cracked heart
fragilely held together with caution tape
that you unraveled and stitched up
the violence i have survived is a messy house to clean
but the truth is i was both victim and culprit
while you were just the rescue team
