The Illness
You spend exponentially
All services of every cell in your body
For years
To keep an ill one alive
Possible prolonged moments of happiness and hope
trickle in
Between the hospitalizations
Your spending is what you find out
He doesn’t trust.
What one finds out
Is ones unprepared-ness
My son wants to claim his life
For himself, to which could be his end or not.
Like the breaking egg, beak first
Or sunlight cracking through trees
Where light comes out and gives birth
With uneven decisions
Will I live?
And what IS living with a chronic diease like?
What he believes is not that he doesn’t trust you,
He just wants to trust himself.
What other choice in the insanity defense is there
That would be as human, then giving freedom of choice to him.
Jul 3, 2022
Jul 3, 2022 at 3:18 PM UTC
The Illness
You spend exponentially
All services of every cell in your body
For years
To keep an ill one alive
Possible prolonged moments of happiness and hope
trickle in
Between the hospitalizations
Your spending is what you find out
He doesn’t trust.
What one finds out
Is ones unprepared-ness
My son wants to claim his life
For himself, to which could be his end or not.
Like the breaking egg, beak first
Or sunlight cracking through trees
Where light comes out and gives birth
With uneven decisions
Will I live?
And what IS living with a chronic diease like?
What he believes is not that he doesn’t trust you,
He just wants to trust himself.
What other choice in the insanity defense is there
That would be as human, then giving freedom of choice to him.
