I’m stuck in
a frozen trap
A spiralling web of
fear and longing.
Falling into love
diving headlong
into this terror
petrified
a rabbit in
headlights
blinded by
consequences
Does he?
Does he not?
Both fill me
with dread
If it is so
then Loss stands
banging on the door
‘Remember me?’
She whispers
through the keyhole
ready to unlock
The Box of Grief
hidden under the
floor boards of
my desire
If it is not so
then the loneliness
of lost dreams
creeps under
the threshold
to wrap the noose
round my wanting
tightening the
knot of numbness
that death left
In his wake
To love again
Is to open the
door to my heart
and stare loss
in the face
To surrender,
tumble, head
over heels
like an
autumn leaf
trusting that
spring always
blossoms in
winters wake
Oct 8, 2024
Oct 8, 2024 at 3:55 PM UTC
I’m stuck in
a frozen trap
A spiralling web of
fear and longing.
Falling into love
diving headlong
into this terror
petrified
a rabbit in
headlights
blinded by
consequences
Does he?
Does he not?
Both fill me
with dread
If it is so
then Loss stands
banging on the door
‘Remember me?’
She whispers
through the keyhole
ready to unlock
The Box of Grief
hidden under the
floor boards of
my desire
If it is not so
then the loneliness
of lost dreams
creeps under
the threshold
to wrap the noose
round my wanting
tightening the
knot of numbness
that death left
In his wake
To love again
Is to open the
door to my heart
and stare loss
in the face
To surrender,
tumble, head
over heels
like an
autumn leaf
trusting that
spring always
blossoms in
winters wake
